Total Dependence–Still Learning!

   I am still learning how to have total dependence on God!
   Will I be late to the doctor’s?  I made myself relax and depend on God.
   Will I be late to an event with my cousins?  I made myself relax and I asked God that I be seated in my chair at the table by noon.  I relaxed, got there, and was seated at the table by noon.
    Doing this trusting bit, it makes me realize how little I have trusted God throughout my 25 years as a Christian.  I am so sick about that!  I feel so bad!
    It is a blessing, though, to begin now.  Better late than never!